Fucks: You Senseless (Numb).

This . will . be . fragmented . yet . clear . as . day.

Sexual wrath: Have you ever been fucked into submission?

Maybe I just want to … break you. Call it sexual abuse … of a different type. So that every time I say … I’m coming over, or I want to see you … your lips quiver. Yes, both sets. Where you want to say no but your body refuses to let you utter those words. You want to say okay, but the last encounter was so draining, that you still don’t have the strength to … so you simply say … uhmhmm. Where your thighs begin to shake as you wait in anticipation. Where your clit pulsates, like it has it’s own heartbeat. Where foreplay isn’t needed, because within that time you were aroused enough … and although all you want is penetration, I give it to you anyway. Where breathing becomes so erratic, skipping breaths become normal.

Sexual gluttony: Have you ever been fucked till you couldn’t feel your toes?

The other day I was having a conversation with my friend Talia, about this subject (sorry Talia). She asked me why would I fuck that hard, and I told her it wasn’t a statement of hard or soft. It was then that it dawned on me, that many women are deprived. I mean, don’t get me wrong … I knew women complain about their men and their lack of true sexual satisfaction … but damn, I guess this put it into perspective once again.

I find it sad that many women believe the term fucked senseless, is a metaphor. I say many women, cause this was proven to me in the days that followed. Well, I am here to state clearly to all, it’s quite literal. When a person is too cold, their body naturally sacrifices the appendages in order to keep the torso and head warm. This is why one’s hands and feet get cold fastest as circulation becomes poor. In any extreme life or death situation like that, the body reacts exactly the same.

When a woman cums too much, she stops feeling her legs. Her entire body begins tingling and it eventually overwhelms her. At this point, the only thing she can feel is … pleasure … be it from the feeling of kiss, or the strokes / strides as one slides in an out (or a dildo / vibrator for that matter). The pleasure is focused to her torso, and head. The body is sacrificing the appendages. Yes, too much pleasure can kill you (too much of anything is a bad thing). Just the same … after a man cums 3-6 times it starts hurting (it’s like trying to spit when your throat is dry). Pain is always a sign.

Sexual pride: Is there anything wrong with being proud of pleasing?

I will revel in the fact that you lose sleep when I haven’t fucked you into a coma. That you want to wear me like a second skin all day long … till it hurts so good. That every time you hear the word sex, you immediately take a trip to … reminisce about … our last encounter … and begin to sweat (your forehead, and your walls). Yes, I know sex is mentioned often … after all, our society thrives on it … but I don’t mean it any less. I want you to get mad at me, when I won’t fuck you. However, like a crack fiend you won’t wait idly by … upset … your addiction will give you the strength to take what is yours. Fuck it if I agree or not. Greed? Interesting.

Sexual gluttony (pt. 2): Have you ever been fucked to the point that your speech slurs?

Luckily, we are all built with a threshold of what we can endure. Women and their ability to birth children prove that they have more endurance than men. This is why they can go much longer than a man who’s exhausted and in pain from sex. Granted, depending on the size of a man … she may feel pain before him as her secretions dry up (so other variables also come into play). Sadly, most women dry up long before they are fucked senseless. Maybe this is due to size, level of excitement, or being clearly spent.

I am speaking from experience, which ironically leads me back to Talia’s question (or a modification of it) … why would anyone want to do that? It’s simple, it’s an involuntary action. Just like being stuck in the cold, where your feet go numb. Yes, you’d like to be warm … doesn’t mean you can. Yes, you’d like to stop but your body isn’t letting you. It’s like having one of those feelings during sex, where you feel like you’re gonna die, and are thinking that you should stop, but can’t seem to do so. You might even utter the words please stop but in no way are you stopping yourself (you might still be controlling his/her strides as you say that).

Like I said, you’d like to be warm … doesn’t mean you can. Sometimes one’s body moves without conscious effort. I keep using the term fuck because I’m a strong believer in the concept that, two people in love, or two lovers … make love through everything they do. They make love when they speak to each other, when they touch, even when they fuck. Being fucked senseless truly is an amazing thing. Most of the time it’s something which can only be achieved by lovers. Where the two people completely submit to each other, and desire. Potent.

Sexual lust: Have you ever desired a person so much, that they plague your dreams?

I want to program into every cell of your being … our pleasure. So that even if I were to casually stand behind you … you’d automatically spread your legs, and lean back against me … subconsciously ready for penetration. Even in situations where it isn’t possible, where you clearly aren’t thinking about it. “No, we can’t fuck as we’re standing on this corner in Times Square waiting for the light to change to cross the street.” I don’t even want you to notice your habit. I’ll smile every time I see it happen, but don’t worry … I’ll ravage you when we get home. I won’t allow your mind to get weak. However, your heart … and body, are mine … best believe.

Sexual gluttony (pt. 3): Should two people fuck the shit out of each other?

Forget the question, sometimes you need to man up and fuck the shit out of someone. The problem is … too many people are being selfish in bed. They’re trying to please themselves. This of course is reflected mostly with men (who aren’t in love), and powerful women (or controlling ones). People are too afraid of vulnerability, and are unable to truly submit themselves to another. Maybe it’s because they’ve been burned in the past, maybe it’s cause they lived vicariously through another’s story.

Whatever happened to moments where people desire each other so much, that they are willing to traipse the edge of death in their pursuit? A crazy concept indeed, but beautiful nevertheless. Am I psychotic for even asking the question? Possibly, but that depends on you. True love has become a fable, dissolved in the wake of people’s inability to stand by each other. They are unwilling to submit. Fucked senseless? Yeah right, like you’d allow someone that much control. Maybe you would, I don’t know.

Although, I used the term such as true love such an action isn’t dependant on the person being a true love. Two strangers can become lovers in a single night. However, making love is always an action of submission. Even if the reason why you’re giving in is because you don’t give a fuck … aka “why the fuck should I hold back, this is a one night stand and I will get off.” Such thoughts are still a submission. However, even in those situations one puts limits on themselves. Can one truly give in? Sometimes it’s good to do insane things, it helps keep one’s sanity (through diversity, and contrast).

Marinate.

Then fuck someone senseless.
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Women moan differently when they’re in love.
I’m fighting it, but I wear sex … like you breathe air.
So understand that the battle isn’t easy.

Gone.

- Prasand J.