Personifies: The Vagabondic Albatross

Through life, I’ve walked from place to place, moving at various paces, entertaining different faces, even keeping company with those who’d put shame to others. In time, I’ve been a pseudo-father, mother, fighter, and a lover … trustworthy like no other, and the biggest nightmare ever experienced. In the duration of these identities, I’ve appreciated fallacies dissolved, the company that walked with me, even if only briefly, and those who shared their life with me, completely.

And I’ve left my tracks in these places.

If you were to trace my steps, in each space you’d encounter a person that was instructed to tell a specific story of experience. Forever connected. I did this because, I lived each day with impermanence. A habit, embedded into my skin … by a father that reminded me he might decide to kill me today. I would’ve cowarded in a corner; unable to live, but instead, fear manifested inversely. I no longer cared enough to restrain.

Rebellious was my nature, but reckless became my existence.

As such, I didn’t know if this location would be the one where I’d permanently lay. But I made my bed, asking them; should I not wake; if anyone came looking for me, tell them what happened, and state that I left with a smile on my face. Forever smiling at the beauty of life; the intricacy of movement. However, my current mobility leaves me a bit limited / restricted, due to inaccessibility; an inability to fully do things remotely.

And so, I’ve used my domain.

Creating a central location to the things which became, fragmented. One that I could post things more frequently, while on the move. I will still use this place to communicate sporadically individually (more frequently will be twitter and facebook, just search for my first name), but as a writer I have completely and permanently migrated. If you’d like, you can find me there … and if not, I bid you adieu. Thank you, for your time. Thank you, for deeming me worthy of a part of your life. Sincerely.

- Prasand J.

(this entry was written for and posted on myspace)