Recovers: Lost Moments

Most of you … won’t make it through the next couple of long entries.

For awhile I’ve been writing LJ entries, and not posting them. I touched on this subject before (about my lack of full disclosure), but this is different. The entries in which I am speaking about are entries I had no reason to not post (and I have no excuse). They were even entries that I actually wanted to post … but never did. I don’t know why I didn’t post them at the time, and have no desire to understand either. However, I never eventually posted them either … because the moment contained in the entry had passed (some entries go back a few months).

These past couple of weeks, although my LJ has been silent (other than comments) … I still have been typing entries. However, like the previous “missing” entries … they were just filed away onto my computer to collect dust. Recently I was reading through some of those entries, and decided to post some of them. I was going to just backdate them, using a method that it wouldn’t show up on your friend pages. Thus, no one would’ve known they were posted (unless one read through my actual page, and noticed the difference).

However, I decided to not do that … and wanted to announce what I will be doing. Not because it’s important or anything … but so that when you see those entries you don’t thinking I’m relapsing. Basically this is so as you read those entries you don’t wonder “whoa, where the fuck did that come from?” When I post them, they won’t be backdated (however, I will indicate with red font if it is an old entry or a new one). I can imagine that the question for some is “why not just do it, we’ll see the red font anyway and know it’s old.”

Well, that’s because after I post the first third old post, the first one will truly be backdated using that method … and the red text will be removed. After that, with each backdated entry posted … a previous one’s red text will be removed, and truly backdated as I try to put the entries in the correct order (I am anal if you didn’t know, and there’s no reason to state this entry is old if it is in the correct place). However, you can still find them if you come to my page (of course) … which is why I am also adding the prefix “… recovers” to the title (like this one) … so that those entries could be easily found.

I probably won’t post more than one entry per day, cause I know that I am long-winded … and my entries have becoming increasingly longer. Well, I won’t post more than one old entry per day … but I might have a new thought to post at that moment though. For a taste of one the missing entries (the artists and intellectuals might like this appetizer) click here. *warning: may cause extreme headaches (seriously … no, I mean seriously)*

Soon is relative … but soon.

- Prasand